I'm back again

Damn, its been a while right?

Couple of months or so huh? Well, I’m back again with one of my suddenly random post. I’m actually writing this on Chris’s laptop. I’ll explain that later but let me catch you up on everything going on with me. (which really isn’t too much)

I’m still living in Bryan’s house. He comes back in a couple of weeks, hopefully by then I’ll have my own new place to stay. Its been interesting…. I’ve become a workaholic zombie…. Since graduation all I’ve done this summer has been work. I currently working 40 hours a week @ Joes (or at least that’s what they say). I love my job because its easy, but there’s a lot of things which make it a living hell.

I’m proud of myself though. I’ve managed to save close to $1000 (well really in the $900 range) this month alone. So I’m in another transitional period again…. This time my new apartment is going to be mine alone That’s kinda scary, but its whatever.

Mother and I for a short time after me moving into Bryan’s were getting along quite well, but now things have changed again. She’s lost her car, and her apartment. I suspect drugs may be at fault…. As much as I’d like to jump back into fighting for my mother to change, I just can’t do it anymore. I mean that’s why I’m in the place I am today because of it. Sigh…. I still love you mom, and I know you love me. I only wish that could keep things together…
So, now lets talk about Chris.

Chris and I have made the decision to give our relationship another try. It didn’t take much for me to take him back. Purely because love is deeper then anything, or anyone who’s tried to come between us. I love Chris for Chris and that’s all I have to. I still have worries, but with time things will be alright.

I feel like a loser not having a long journal entry….

But that’s it…